HOH Part 1: Xavier Vs Azah Vs Big D
Part 1 Winner = Xavier
HOH Part 2: Azah Vs Big D
Part 2 Winner = Azah
HOH Part 3: Xavier Vs Azah
Part 3 Winner = ?
7:07pm Bedroom. Big D and Xavier.
Big D – I am just stressed. There is so much pressure. I don’t know.. I am trying to breathe but it is just hard. I am hurt and I am just trying to take it like a champ and move on …and I am annoyed because you know how it is… like if you were in a situation where like you were looking at me because I am your friend and you’re like YO, You got me?! And I am like ahhhhh man I don’t know!? You, you, you get what I mean?! That is where I’m at right now so… Xavier – yeah its a lot. Xavier leaves. Big D starts playing solitaire.
Bedroom – Xavier and Azah are packing. Xavier wants all his stuff packed so that tomorrow he doesn’t have to do anything.
7:40pm Kitchen – Big D and Xavier.
Big D – what time would you like to talk? Xavier – you want to talk tonight? Big D – yeah because I need to talk to both of you guys. Xavier – what do you mean? Big D – I guess I need to pitch to both of you guys. Xavier – oh, that’s been said? Big D – Huh?! Xavier – that’s been said or that’s just how you feel? Big D – that’s just what I have to do. Xavier – you don’t have to pitch to me. Big D – yeah but.. Xavier – You don’t have to.. and you’ve already made your pitch to her. Xavier – Well, I refuse to accept your pitch but I am just saying you don’t have to pitch to me. What pitch do you feel like you have to give to me? Big D – okay, Xavier.. I have been with you since day one. I have did this whole entire game with you. I have had your back no matter what. I have did everything that you’ve asked me to. You know what I am here fighting for. I am here fighting for my mom.. who has a lot of hospital bills and is also sick at times. Xavier – I would stay away from that root with other people.. because you know how we felt when Tiffany brought up her daughter. Big D – yes, I am sorry. I am sorry. I’m sorry. Xavier – I know what you’re fighting for and that is why I told you. Its not an option for me to lose. Big D – yes. I have been there for you. I have been your ride or die. I hope my resume shows enough of.. if th shoe was on the other foot, I would not break our deal. I would ride it all the way till the end and duke it out like gentlemen. I know you did a lot for me. I hope everything I have done for you is enough for you to want to keep me if you do win. That is all I can say right now. I hope that you can find it in your heart that I played this to the best of my ability. I never gave up. I kept going no matter how difficult the obstacles were and no matter how much I wanted to give up.. and also I have never been selfish throughout this whole entire game. I have always put others before myself. So that is my pitch to you. Xavier – SOLD! Big D – I understand that Miss Azah has done the same. She has earned her spot to be here but if you can find it in your soul to see how much I have done to be here as well. That is my pitch to you. I will go give my pitch to Azah and then leave it alone. Xavier – I appreciate the pitch. SOLD!
7:45pm Bedroom – Big D and Azah.
Big D – Okay here is my pitch because I just gave Xavier my pitch. Azah – okay. Big D – I have been with you since the beginning of this time in and out, day and day, tears and tears, cries and cries, laughter and laughter. I am at your mercy and I hope that all I have done for you has been enough for you to find the graces in your heart to consider me if you do win. I hope my resume shows that I have been loyal to you. I have kept to all my words that I said I would do and I have been a dear friend of yours this whole entire game. I understand this is a game. I understand everyone has their personal beliefs and ummm.. what they think is best. If you find yourself looking at the whole entire summer and everything we have been through and all the ups and downs and the times I have always had your back and all the Tiffany fiascos and Britini fiascos and everything plus more I would hope that you would take into consideration picking me if you do win. If you don’t, I understand. I can’t say I am going to recover easily but at some point in my life I will. And I do care about you… and I am glad I got the opportunity to find a friend in this game because coming in here I was expecting to make no friends at all …so just keep that in mind. That is it! I just wanted to keep it short and sweet… nothing crazy. And Thank you for the wonderful summer and everything that you have done for me. Big D starts crying. He hugs her and leaves.
7:50pm Azah sits down on the bed and looks deep in thought.
7:55pm – 8:25pm Big D comes back to talk to Azah. Big D – Also can I mention that I have been here with you every night. Can I also mention that you have been my real housewife sister and also you’re my former Joker member. That is all I can say. You know why I am here. Azah asks Big D to sit. Azah – keep going. Big D -You’re my former Joker member.. I have not did anything to jeopardize your game. I have always supported you. I have always followed through. I am sorry that I did not take the deal that you offered me. I just didn’t want us to be in a situation where .. coming down to the six where you would have to pick between like me or Tiff because you guys had a deal. Azah motions like she didn’t have a deal with Tiffany. Big D – I am just telling you what she said. She said that you guys had a final two. For me I never wanted you to have to deal with that pain. I was like hey it is what it is, don’t get upset. It is what it is. So I never thought that the person I made the deal with and my friend would be at the end. I never did expect that. Take time and think on it … if you’ve already made your decision .. that is fine. Like I said I have already stopped working on my speech because there is no use in me working on my speech because I can’t even think about it because this had torn me a part a lot. I could see myself getting blindsided by X but I just couldn’t see myself getting blindsided by you.. so it just killed me. But you came into this game by yourself. You don’t owe me anything. Everything I do not regret. I do not regret putting myself up as a pawn. I do not regret telling people I would be a pawn in order for you not to be a pawn. I do not regret those things! Azah – I am still struggling with everything. I know where I am wrong. I signed up for being third. I still feel like I only have one option. I have one bet that I am placing on.. and that person is myself. Big D – yes, yes, I know that. Azah – I feel like it is difficult for me because your bets are placed on two people. It would just be so much more simpler from you if I felt where you want to be. Big D – if I had the power .. Azah – but I know you’re saying the same thing with X and you’re trying to get in with X. Big D – but I am not getting with X, I’ve already been with X since day one. I made that bet. I kept you because you deserve to be here. If I didn’t want you to be here I could have gotten rid of you. Your game was in my hand. I did not close that door for you. Azah – it was the same at final 5 .. its the same on both ends but right now we’re here. Big D – X and I have a final two deal. He could either honor it or not honor it. Azah – but you’re pitching to both of us at the same time. Do you get what I’m saying. Big D – but my game is over. In reality the third person is supposed to talk to both people to see where their head is at. Azah – the only person I would have been pitching to is you because you’re my best friend. Big D – I just feel very alone right now and like played. They continue to talk it out and talk about past events of the season.
8:20pm – 8:40pm Kitchen – Xavier is pacing back studying the events of the season and mumbling his speech. Big D joins him and they play cards.
9pm – 9:23pm Bedroom. Azah and Xavier.
Xavier – how’s it going. Azah – ahh… my mind is racing! Xavier – do you want to talk it out? Azah – I don’t know what to even talk about. I feel like sh*t! I just do. I don’t know if this is the right decision. I am caught. He is really hurt! And I don’t think it is game. He is very hurt and trying to figure out what he did wrong and where he went wrong… and I feel like sh*t. I am trying to make sure what I am doing is right because my mind is just scrambled now. My mind is scrambled and I don’t even know if I am going to win tomorrow. If I don’t win, I am third. My faith has me believe if my god wants me to win, I am going to win. But I want to make sure whatever god wants for me, I am making the right decision. I literally have no idea what to do. This decision isn’t even about me anymore. Xavier – what do you mean? Azah – when I came to my decision it wasn’t about me .. and now definitely is wasn’t about me. Xavier – then why don’t you make it about you! If you win, you should do whatever you want to do. If you want to take Big D, then take Big D. I am not going to sit here and push you one way or another. Azah – I don’t know man. I feel if I make the decision about me, then I take Big D because I feel like I could win against him but… I don’t know why I .. your game resonates with me and I just don’t feel like you should be third. And on the other hand I have a best friend that no matter how I have explained to him.. he feels like I have betrayed him. Xavier – but have you ever explained to him why you would pick me over him? Or has it always been personal? Azah – when I first talked to him I said I don’t think you should be third. My thought process isn’t motivated by money. Its what decision I will be fine with 5 years, 10 years, 15 years from now. Xavier – I am not going to try and convince you one way or another. Whatever you decide, I support it. Do what you got to do. If his hurt has affected you so much .. then take him. If you feel otherwise, then take me. Just make sure its what you want to do, not what someone else is making you do.. or what other people expect you to do. They hug and Xavier leaves. Azah – this is just so stressful yo! Big D stressing me out!
11:15pm Bedroom. Xavier and Azah.
Xavier – I understand the game is big brother and you want to play for your mama, that is fine. The guilt tripping sh*t is not fair. He knows that the people he is guilt tripping are people that wouldn’t do that to you. I am not going to put any of all in that situation. Its just not me. I care about both of y’all. We all had a chance to compete in part one. The two that didn’t win part one got a chance to compete in part two, at that point… if you hadn’t won that .. that’s how it goes. If you had a deal see how that goes. If where you placed your bet didn’t work out .. guess what? You lost and that is it. Its the very nature of gambling. You live to fight another day. I understand its a lot of money but this isn’t the end of the road for me, nor do I think it is for you and it definitely isn’t for his ass. If anything it is just the beginning. Azah – yeah I felt that. If he is making that argument… I know we all came here for different reasons .. after hearing you, I wanted to throw in the towel. People weren’t here just to play around. People came here for some real sh*t. I decided not to throw in the towel and keep going but now that I am in this place.. I look at yeah I could use it. I could help my family out. Its a life changing amount of money. With my decision in things, I am looking past that. I want to put a lot of thought into my decision, especially with what we’ve been able to achieve. I just don’t think you should be third. I know my family might be yelling at the screen but I just don’t. And if its me that needs to step back, I am okay with that. But if I have the choice in my hands that is still the direction I want to lean. I really feel deeply that Big D is going to be real good. To take care of his mom and everything. At the bottom of my heart I really feel like he is going to be good. Xavier – there is no way this doesn’t lead to other things for him.
1:30am The final three are sleeping..
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