12:50pm – 2am Lounge – Keanu and Vinny
Vinny – I’ve been playing so f**king that this was the whole, the whole first half of my game was just to get to this point, just to get to this point and then and then adjust from there. And this was the most crucial week by far. And I feel like I was telling Lauren earlier in the gym that, you know, I feel like I have to, I have to change the way that I’ve been playing. I have to adjust what I’ve been doing. I feel like I’ve lost a lot of respect from friends and I’ve. Kind of looked a little spineless and if I look back on this experience and I and I have regrets I think that’s going to be the worst thing that I don’t know how I’ll leave live with it so I need to just make sure that you know I’m doing what my gut says. I’m not doing what I think is the safest play to try to advance me one more week because it means so much to me and. Not look like a weasel along the way because I’ve, I’ve not been proud. You know, you’re, you’re, you’re the player, you play very straight forward. And I need to adjust for the second half of the game and I need to just like stick to it, stand on my business and not care because I know I’m going to upset people.
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