8:15pm Gym – Haley and Chuk
Haley – If I win this blockbuster I can change up my entire gameplay to be deceitful and not show it. But then like yeah I can use the you know whatever to you know talk about things or whatever. I am just emotionally checked right now and I think its because I am a havenot and the Angela thing. The block, its not a problem. I’m cool with the block. I’m good at competitions. And if I don’t win, its the luck of the draw. And I have to keep remembering that I’m having fun and you know when things stop being fun for you like right now. Like you start to loose that spark. I have to keep reminding myself to have fun. I never want to be somebody that loses that spark. I would really struggle without you next week. I know I can pivot and I know its a game. But I would really struggle mentally, I would probably be in the DR a lot. I literally cannot wait to go home. I am going to be able to watch this back and see how it all unfolded. But remind her everything I did for her. You know and I’ll throw out the bullying word.